Not that I blame her.
If I was to be with myself,
I'd surely do the same.
Hence it hurts evermore.
I, never feeling endorsed,
neither accepted or seen;
to have her kiss and hold me
as she weaved my loneliness
away from my tangled heart.
It was refreshing,
to have serenity restored
in my heart and mind
she loved me
and I loved her
and that's all that mattered.
That was then.
And I felt complete scorn.
My blood rippled
and my thoughts dismantled
as I felt calamity
refill the emptiness in my chest...
where my heart once was.
How does it feel?
To have my heart reaped
and knives stabbed into my back?
The scars remain
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